It Doesn’t Get Easier

To the most beautiful women I have ever met,

I have never known any heart that is as beautiful as yours. For that, this cavity inside of me is causing so much agony. Nothing can ever fill this void.

It’s never been easy without you, but knowing that you’re at a better place reassures me to brace my battle every time. However, it has been quite hard lately to go about everyday without your presence, without your constant encouraging words, loving gaze and embrace.

I miss you, my best friend, my sister, my number one supporter, the love of my life, my everything. You’ve seen me at my highest point and the lowest of my lowest point yet you still saw the potential that I possess and always looked at me in the most loving way.

Life is weird, Mum. There are so many questions that I want to ask you but I know He is the best Planner. You deserve nothing but the best of the best, Mum. I’m going to work hard to make you proud okay?

I love you and I miss you every second, The Queen of My Heart.