A Nod Of Hello

Assaalamualaikum and hello there,

The last time I updated you was last year in February,I believe.It’s been a long time,undeniably.However,last year was definitely a busy year.I was preparing for the biggest exams,trying to accumulate enough co-curriculum points,trying to balance my social life and graduated.Alhamdulillah,I survived.It was not exactly easy but I wanted to make the most of my last year as a high school student.I never really had the urge to finish high school quickly.I was aware that I was going to graduate that year and the fact that the people around me was counting on the days until the last day but I never really had a solid reason to do so besides wanting to go to a university afterwards.I was not aware of how calming life is after high school.I mean,I have no more homework to do,I do not have to worry about the double Add Maths class and no hot uniforms to wear,as for now.It’s the dream really.Just kidding.It is more relaxing now.My parents say I talk more now than I have ever been.Apart from the stress from school,I think it’s because I have learned about myself so much these past years.I mean,I was going through adolescent stages in those years,not the easiest times.

Results day is in two days.Horrifying if you asked me.However,whatever the results will be,I’ll accept it.If it’s not how I wanted,I believe He has a better plan for me.It might be hard to swallow it,what more digest it.But it will make sense one day and you will thank Him for that exact reason you once cried about.I am saying this from my personal experience.I am a great believer of everything happens for a reason,and it is for the better.Just don’t give up,trust Him and keep on looking to the front.Renew your niyyah (intention) everyday,make sure it is pure and unsoiled and He will sail you through even through the biggest wave.

I wish you all the best of luck.

Love,

Diyanah Nadrah

P.S. : I have just read my previous entries back until the first one.It is hilarious to see how I grew each year but still sounded like the same kid from 2011 up until now.I guess some things just don’t change.You can laugh at it,you have my permission.