The Penultimate Day
I am still absorbing the fact that it is 2015 in exactly a day.I go through this every year-"I can't believe it is 20-bla-bla next year",I would say.Without a fail.However,I've decided that I won't make much of a fuss this year and just accept it as it is and that time does tick every second.Unfortunately,you cannot make it come back.
As per usual,I always get mixed feelings when a new year is about to begin.This time it is more of a fusion of excitement and sadness.I am excited to start my fifth year at school as a senior.Though I am also sad to end my fifth year and my last year at school as a senior.Despite the ample dramas I have gone through at my school,I cannot help it but to grow attached to it.As cheesy as it will sound,it is inevitable to love your school,in my opinion.Plus,I had quite a good time with my friends this past four years and I look forward to creating more good memories with them.
Having to sit for a major exam next year,of course,I cannot put the anxious feelings out of the picture.Not that I don't want to but it is against my will.Never had I called for it,but it decides to welcome itself in me.However,instead of wasting my energy on worrying and pondering about it.I think it is best to channel it into a more productive action.For instance-revision.It is not the easiest thing to do,let's be honest.But,we can do it!
I have always been reluctant to share my resolutions with others,even with my parents.I guess,I'm just the type of person who prefers to supress my feelings or dreams to myself.And I like doing that,but of course,my parents,being the two of the closest people in my life,do sometimes get the chance to hear some peices of my mind.But for next year's,I think I'm going to make a post about it just so I get more motivated to achieve it.I read somewhere,once,that when you share your goals with others,you will likely to work harder into getting it or at least it keeps you motivated.And if I ever get demotivated,I can always look at the post and replenish my determination bag,if such bag exists.
I'll see you soon.
I have always been reluctant to share my resolutions with others,even with my parents.I guess,I'm just the type of person who prefers to supress my feelings or dreams to myself.And I like doing that,but of course,my parents,being the two of the closest people in my life,do sometimes get the chance to hear some peices of my mind.But for next year's,I think I'm going to make a post about it just so I get more motivated to achieve it.I read somewhere,once,that when you share your goals with others,you will likely to work harder into getting it or at least it keeps you motivated.And if I ever get demotivated,I can always look at the post and replenish my determination bag,if such bag exists.
I'll see you soon.
We can do it!,
Diyanah Nadrah
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